MIND BLOWN
Tuesday, January 24, 2012 ● 11:46 PM
today is wednesday.......just 2 more days awaylucky it is friday,where i can get to see how it goes on thursday first
but what kind of excuse am i going to give?
and i don't want it to be in school
i want it to be someplace with more privacy,maybe a park or by the beach
and am i going to come totally clean?
to explain for my weird behaviours?
i'm sorry that i couldn't keep my promise
i really want to be more than just friends
i'm sorry that i had put pressure on you
it's really not my style usually,but it just so happens
i'm sorry that instead of helping you,i've made you sad
there was no excuse for it,it was purely a mistake
i'm sorry that even in times that you truly felt fear
i'm just there and couldn't do anything at all
most importantly,i'm sorry
for things that i could have done and haven't do it yet.
i wish i can say this all in front of you
i only fear rejection
but still,shall see how it goes on thurs
it nothing goes wrong then
i might just say it
and again,i am sorry